Frith Hilton Collection I

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Frith Hilton Collection I

Epilogue

Dedication

Acknowledgements

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Dedication

To Taylor Alison Swift, whose music and spirit inspired this collection.

Author's Note

This collection is about journeys of healing and hope.

Goodnight Irene

Illustration for Goodnight Irene

I laid my head to rest

and saw my mind's dress

its prim Sunday's best

with fabric air-succulent

so very soft in its tidiness

relaxing ocean tenderness

contained as to never forget

its bowl, as also my body felt

as my muscles held all I'd meant

to sleep as the moon tempts.

The Day Club

Illustration for The Day Club

If I've to attend to the morning

I'll need to see it as first weaning

for my nights are gentle and dreamy

my head sleeps and we go swimming

my darkness seeps into her night mint

when her native darkling arms take me

carrying me everywhere naïveté beats

whereto also the only fault be in rhythm

my dance breaks off and I see the mean

I see the barkeeps in their last grunting

with the DJ's spin in a different melody

today at home, it's like sounds from trees

and I've seen the rhythm also unchanging

like a stuck frame in a still playing movie

unlike the ones where she's a rapid rabbit

but now she's a client, one probably asleep

and I'm a barkeep who must remain standing.

Favourite Cardigan

Illustration for Favourite Cardigan

Has arbitrary actions die

lead to this magic of nigh heights?

Please don’t leave me.

Will you miss me?

If on evenings

only need me

out of; for a lack of reason.

Love you ways I shouldn’t

pill riddles

couldn’t . . .

Wont, need you in flare of this.

The Week

Illustration for The Week

In the morn

at first blush of who

mulling, it is you.

Eyes prised hum.

Morning Pale

Illustration for Morning Pale

I say dear: I am young.

I wake by A.M tall.

I hail what may but burns.

Whiskers

Illustration for Whiskers

You've unfettered my affection

in eddying rabble

cold-spring flush

of underbelly 'quaintance.

Who is to deny love?

Ever drawn in orb.

Our barycentre fortune.

Dog-Eared Love

Illustration for Dog-Eared Love

All you had to do was stay.

You skitter ever always

I rock on about a book.

I'm pinned chez seven a skittle

here in need waiting for you

but I don't know what to say.

Come run me over again.

All you had to do was stay.

Cubicle

Illustration for Cubicle

Wasp or bee?

Your endearing art sting

I'll enjoy

till you return to love.

Oh now bobble tortuous

how furlough.

Lover

Illustration for Lover

My wit I tweet like spittle, vernacular

with your tips as like whips and pips I pick at

pretending you’ve hit at a niche of nurture.

My heights, doom at my every pantry reach claw

meddling it’s become. The loon is out the door

my nerve throbs

words shrunken sink to the sucker.

. . . I’ll remain where you find your thrall in my heart.

Paper Planes

Illustration for Paper Planes

Carefree creole reverie

amidst arms way mummery.

I dote every scrip thought dust

as pines in merry crust.

Vinyl Perfect

Illustration for Vinyl Perfect

I Hurt myself again today

won't matter. Given anyway.

Elbows and ankles same mistake.

Who'll miss me, that once clear clean bake?

Pinchbeck Desire

Illustration for Pinchbeck Desire

My nape sates of goose pimples

pitching my eyes deep wasted

in long held-back tuft mistakes

with ire pumps beating witty

my forlorn courteousness.

I reek sore imperfection

corroding indignation

kneading flunk condescension

but it's this haughty mischief:

my every call; long harangue.

Your continuous stolid

dilution is fart unfair.

Hallway

Illustration for Hallway

Goodnight cuddle turf

crump muffle touch.

You and I

a subtle wank off.

Those Things

Illustration for Those Things

My flatulence

opt innocence

is tacit apparency

of my humanity.

But it is not.

Grungy Ball

Illustration for Grungy Ball

I get through the day

under impression

nothing really

is going on

well

that is just you there.

It isn't awkward. No.

It'd be frosty. Stop.

If you are not all

I think of blaming ends.

My tatami time.

Break my heart

liquor it'll be all my swipes.

Whizz!

The Absence Of Self

Illustration for The Absence Of Self

The tincture

the strong disjoint.

It is the second fall from sleep

deep it speaks life

a rile lie.

It is obvious what is going on again

I have fooled myself

wedged what was askew.

Sat in wait

in pretence of companionship.

The leaf has fallen

the twilight has faded.

You’re here.

Naked.

I see it all

you in another’s arms

my absence in the milieux of all.

I see everything

with my self now absent

I see it all

with me now absent.

Blind Reflection

Illustration for Blind Reflection

Funny

how I open my eyes

to a spout of cognizance

of your splendour

its stark contrast

to the inhabitable enclave

of a mind I've got.

A creek leaked dry.

Ever Land

Illustration for Ever Land

Pocket of thoughts.

Orchestrating octets

dotage montage.

Sunset. Hush

rest.

Haiku. Why Cool!

Illustration for Haiku. Why Cool!

Read the text again.

Being stranded bore nothing . . .

Not with a poem!

With You

Illustration for With You

Whistle kiss issues

your music my soul crush in

ivy pestle thuds.

What Could Have Been

Illustration for What Could Have Been

If it is, isn’t

lead me on beyond end’s wait.

Mirth taste in your gait.

Zebra High

Illustration for Zebra High

Clocks ticking through lines

heels missing on the right side

heaven waits here now.

Look What You Made Me Do

Illustration for Look What You Made Me Do

Cock-a-doodle-doo.

You sprout my sombre heart bloom

with sultry tunes um . . .

Popcorn Tub

Illustration for Popcorn Tub

In event Taylor

seat next to seat don’t warm hearts

miss only the corn.

Style

Illustration for Style

Every shade of you

is bower

synergy of pat showery moods

soaking me up in misty bliss.

Evanescent, sensational

fraught lust seat

the posit point.

Rose Lens

Illustration for Rose Lens

I grew old the first time.

My vocabulary suddenly grew meaning

you hitch-hiked

I love you.

Pressed on, rubbing against

misguided and fractured

I braved, heaved

asked: what? Who? How?

Messages don’t get unread?

Understanding your undertaking

a mere strike spurt wouldn’t

a tip aflame like.

It had to be its mourning

my death’s taste

in all I did;

a symbolic terrific function.

My lesser acuity.

I pillow shop in wonder lust

often stop roasting on this pause

blaming it on forceful friction

the candid illusion;

laud station

on where it started:

of pictures

removed. Distance.

A new substance in my brain.

Adjusting vitals.

The pin falls back in groove

in tape uncovered.

All that remained

unsaid

a quiet slap beneath

waves

the old scientific saying:

I don’t know the world

just what

it

the brain says it is.

Clock Tock

Illustration for Clock Tock

Craggy exposure

of it means to relax

to perceive.

Furling.

To delve at:

spruce question of what;

foaling the creeping second hand

fearing the derby.

Now as never

It souses

framed in the hollow nest.

Far From The Early Y2K

Illustration for Far From The Early Y2K

Pre-eminent what thought says

this morphing phase

serving its days

the turn-fetch space

sussing out the waste

wedging the motley layers.

Venture I pre-bait

the cram; its date.

Plan Bs

Illustration for Plan Bs

Maybe

I want to weep

is it . . .

I have not one to?

Drib drips.

Flak fount.

My cranium

locked skein faff.

Dense Thrusting Shadows

Illustration for Dense Thrusting Shadows

Afraid no swat weighs enough.

This bole raises a toll so high

vending a brash coda

before the last gulp.

She's here and I miss it.

Spritz back at my thought;

words coiffing

the alley pent-up.

The Release

Illustration for The Release

If the crackling whip startles

file it a grub.

Crock Forte

Illustration for Crock Forte

Hurt deep in naught

a pond of thumping comb

lacier.

Hapless a wrist. Weightier.

A Rainy Day

Illustration for A Rainy Day

Ever written something close

fore where you stand . . .

A stab surreptitious at the spatial

nodding detritus

clouds reaching for midrib pencils

stippling scarecrow roofs

with callow shoulder lain ants

plunking avian ruts

pelting fracas ascertains:

The filters of louder creaks.

The drab of now sopped soil missed.

Snails slip like blue murder.

The ambage of guano and my wet hat.

Cows

Illustration for Cows

Cows should be without eyes.

Just for that peel that riles.

I made a turn

didn’t, they went on.

Cows should be without eyes.

Heard they are deities

or used to, now busy?

Free-ranged with distend easy

well now I’m god

in my plate they’re done.

How well they end their stall?

Cows should be without eyes.

I love their hides

honest, a bit shy

all colours no wry.

Black, red or white

the total lack of floss is a great buy.

Still I get upset after every hike.

Cows should be without eyes.

Yuck

Illustration for Yuck

I haven’t had a meal in days

so now brushing my stubble

feels like coir to dig to.

As a crotch of a construct

in here I am;

mulling

in this state

thoughts corded:

the fable of the remote.

Could it effect:

a squeegee larceny.

Baulk at this hunger . . .

squiffy fugue!

Appoggiatura parley.

Codswallop poetry.

In wait

in hope of vagary at the nub.

Tomorrow will be here.

XXX

Illustration for XXX

The cremating of the old tangle

was quick.

Evaporating quickly.

Sundial wit with.

Le Nippy Deux

Illustration for Le Nippy Deux

Facing walled cells off a grid

smirk doodle

purvey two soles off to work

splotch the left

ratchet in bebops

edging nifty

sewing bare

the footprint of yet.

Le nippy deux.

Fruit

Illustration for Fruit

A fruit fought

got caught

foot high

‘fore touchdown

land line pick up.

Numero Uno

Illustration for Numero Uno

Uno this day.

Pin rolling

to zero.

I

Illustration for I

Dribble ribbons.

Ebb slink I

regarding haughty splatter

at boom thrust.

Cut

Illustration for Cut

A box in a circle.

Threads . . .

cut!

Hue

Illustration for Hue

Call out.

Leaping off.

Under range.

Pop

Illustration for Pop

Yapping. Endless.

Leaving. Loving.

Out. With.

Pop!

Blacktop Garage

Illustration for Blacktop Garage

Back beat

thud stamps

enlivening fusion

rev.

Fait Accompli

Illustration for Fait Accompli

Hand stretched

back

in peal.

Cloud Aperture

Illustration for Cloud Aperture

In the wind

saw I thought

laburnum dew

trill rush

into a bowl of lapping

growing muckle plug holes.

Chiaroscuro scion flecks

tamping

ferreting

Tash. Red.

Pinky

Illustration for Pinky

I can see it.

Just the first few moments.

Can I pass away?

Empty my all in there . . .

arrive just at the number.

Say it’s me who

slept in your arms.

Screens

Illustration for Screens

Say it’s off

the calf love

past the crumb etch

edge while

further the chaise.

Up To Eleven

Illustration for Up To Eleven

Scarcely in anthem

heads pendant hardy.

Legs out dirty.

Outwit.

First attendance . . .

eleven bows out.

The plenum subverting.

1251

Illustration for 1251

That umlaut chin

tall courting spin

ult sati dream

dreck maiming

awe saw

bait a treat

lateral grasp of

wish bone

swizzle stick

upswing hoot

bliss corm

shiver.

Half Blue Pod

Illustration for Half Blue Pod

Creation bangs!

In a shoot

off the viny grooved capital

darting through the air.

Temperately

up there

in the fleece sphere;

wham!

Into a baby tomato.

With so many bangs

now blue.

Its other half

sluices . . .

Stuck hewn

asks:

who gives a dowry where that went?

The Dark

Illustration for The Dark

Caught in the fluorescence;

each icky stair

metronome

girth

of fortnight reticence

here

at the tetrakaidecagon letterbox

is no flounder.

Dredge

a stile

to outline

I

love you.

XV

Illustration for XV

Once on the toboggan

told you:

coming back this path

you said

not to fritter

I combed

waxing:

the slush aria will guide us.

Pall our every hob you mean?

Fief . . . Fifteen.

Another fatuous blackleg.

XVI

Illustration for XVI

Trams ran through that will-o-wisp rivulet.

Shoal of fish hopping through repast canisters.

The geyser chimney if you remember

was our favourite.

The only cupcake pouffe forebear scriptum

fifteen, sixteen.

In our heads;

ass epaulettes.

Why those carrel cask of wanton moxie.

Fashion me another.

Its humdrum.

Pectoral sighs . . .

chirpy husk to our gads.

Make a dime off a macadam.

Yes ma’am.

I’d always forgive.

Brood X

Illustration for Brood X

Down the camber

remains the plop;

germinal morbid harem of thought stint.

Come.

See the abstruse mishmash filled ovipositor

accompanying dirge to tort.

Lurching

as result of swigs;

backdrop of invective mantra.

Hie this seventeen

my prolix stymied nights

only right to leave you here

queen of outed octets.

Now.

Slithery slip off that nuptial bond

sibilant of carious freedom.

Wilful neophyte furore.

A Tonnage

Illustration for A Tonnage

My!

Outré!

The somatic fatigue.

Pixelated drab.

Briefs in vivo.

If I could rejig

pestering stripes

in its stead.

Maybe then

I won’t wear them fault always.

Meeting a Girl Is Like Swinging a Set

Illustration for Meeting a Girl Is Like Swinging a Set

I want smacks

sort that ripple

through vallecula.

In public

toss out

hash knobs.

Yes!

Sequin pitons.

The quotidian ones too.

Make it to the lintel ritual.

Swan song to the pitter-patter

out the incontinent bleed duct;

the holstered gossip.

I want smacks.

Hands

Illustration for Hands

Round the goal line are fingerprints

enduring finicky of left.

Beryl cloth fasten my cuirass.

Our love be kept.

Sad in the moonlight wholly wept.

Veridical. Left shut no doors.

Temptation removed, far intent.

Solace in guild my Artemis.

Roseate centrefold her mien depth.

Mine whorl. Tentedarch was that yours?

Our love be kept.

It’s a New Day

Illustration for It’s a New Day

Calling for tomorrow

when reflexive

its response always is

diurnal élan.

Earth Tweet

Illustration for Earth Tweet

In boudoir torpor

while horses stalk

my bride

vitrify wake

drapery clouds

flung

cold sweats

drenching me

in nonce

ansible thoughts

tine putter

blithely reverie.

Every lip gore

cru corpuscle vert

here

tardy

rueing

spangle soul

turret pennon

flies.

Question Mark

Illustration for Question Mark

Corollary mischief

kiting dulcet rebuttal

hum and haw.

Playing elementary kvetch

throttling groping gewgaw

hum and haw.

Denying stopgaps

smiles down sweat sate berth thighs

hum and haw.

Flailed tricks

credence and duds

hum and haw.

Pratfalls at eight.

Im-Proach

Illustration for Im-Proach

Never until now

seen birds tap flap

past each other.

Aims at seeing bare eaves

antecede broomed

thunderclap.

Impressions of dashing rede

conjugating no known fissure.

Blind.

Periods in marks

pasting fellow touches.

Spent time at free.

Hecatomb

Illustration for Hecatomb

We laid the tompion.

Behind

the churning fritz

— easel eve exult —

cowling

obsidian rape.

Botulin gazump.

Pucker happiness.

Velcro

Illustration for Velcro

I’d be a prig

a big wig

not to swing this:

flapping the brisk damper.

It’s sparks

all in place ‘cause of you.

Docusoap

Illustration for Docusoap

Lit wick.

In my thought:

west.

You and I come across:

splice fiend.

Warm a cornflower carto-phase.

Truffle tom-tom gumption.

Pellucid.

Pointrel bleat suite.

Kayak enchaînement.

Over To

Illustration for Over To

i.

Turn day.

Off a bit:

turf bit.

Birthday kibitz:

mind the schist bit.

Here.

A digit.

Wish!

ii.

Oh terse!

Emote, mote.

Test.

Muzak instead?

Top pet

my moppet

mitt thump.

Dent!

Quaint thaw.

Lark lore.

Porch taint.

Day to go

that’s all.

Stool

Illustration for Stool

Singly hinting . . .

I bray.

Congrats on

growing the third limb

stool!

Cake

Illustration for Cake

Found a shears in shamble

and wished it was a scissor handle.

Thank heavens it's candles

easy to ram fingers through.

Sheer pleasure crossing this ribbon brook.

Bratty seal tore day do. 🎉

Wonder Tincture

Illustration for Wonder Tincture

It's a birthday!

Like yesterday . . .

A wine intrepid

sweeter.

Doodah to the aha!

Now that really isn't . . .

Brine froth in aleatory spill.

Its still:

terry loops ilk

in reflective effervescent bubbles.

Panache Of a Late Cheer

Illustration for Panache Of a Late Cheer

I bore it a must

a fair rumply butt.

All do it for the jut

that birthday sop.

. . . dote wrote to your clop top.

August 19

Illustration for August 19

We say August and it’s nineteen

with this my lungs and drums go all upbeat

for with just orders we’ve made it.

Oh auntie!

Tell me this too with a bite is heightened.

I taped a calendar for the tally-bark route was thorn streaked,

some reminder being out here is modern in every tasting.

I dote days, birthdays two ways, it is your grace this nineteen.

With chords and stop, my cup’s raised, in open fervency.

It’s nineteen and oh my auntie, it is back rich.

Errands

Illustration for Errands

Days better as checks.

Patterns in row of expectancy.

Weatherboard of shaded mordent prick.

When the hanky swipes:

Phew!

Bay's a box away

in bollard

where behaviour whets my manner.

We Met

Illustration for We Met

Seem.

Seam.

The yellow line

of forever

with your favourite hat

on.

Are You?

Illustration for Are You?

Caged away a bird. Peeled.

It had perched on my sill.

Beak clack! Clack!

Clack! Clack!

Strange for a call

now out park.

Tap! At the sash.

Clack! At its glam.

It pares. Pares it seems.

Din here, din there; on seam.

In beams . . . on its shimmery plumage

I wrest him in my hands cupped siege.

Now a mirror cage

a singing page he stages.

Beak clack! Clack!

Clack! Clack!

Butt And Ash

Illustration for Butt And Ash

Froze in thought.

Comprehension!

Debilitating contrast.

Touché!

Demerit.

Pertinent apace.

Au fait

flâneur on his way.

Every

Illustration for Every

For every grime

I tried every font.

Every wash

every stone colour.

Pledged at every.

Round every.

Top of every.

Every seemed heavier.

Every was never a try.

A face for every.

La Mia Innamorata

Illustration for La Mia Innamorata

I saw a movie.

Its frills weave:

love is fractal

punctum hay.

The spiel needle drop.

Relevé data crump.

The garland of Ireneo Funes.

Charly Cox

Illustration for Charly Cox

Besotted . . .

I offered a Popsicle wick fáilte.

Frolic with feet over my head

the canon of my ken;

bare with no jock. Meshed

I broached:

you’re a skinflint at admissible emotions.

Togged up as the effusive divider.

You daintily replete my kempt

canary heart with mitzvah social blocks.

I thought:

you bovine.

Drivel!

It was just en garde.

Was it a fallow?

That drench of silence before the tweet.

I lacked the antennae

but I picked off the crate.

Pesky 1989

Illustration for Pesky 1989

Who is fondling

your sepal into words?

Beguile the echo of your singing

in the transpersonal loft.

Way of a scrounge with

nourishment I feel how with the times.

An ever bis;

flare mood-tweed.

Play me

say:

dipping tutelage in freight kowtower.

Feisty iridescent pried prim nails are all I see.

Tease

Illustration for Tease

Come here!

Fretfully perched though,

I fused with din.

Closer.

Acquainted.

My beady eyes dove to wash

tween the sight

freeing sound.

Applesauce. Stashed

pinned with whim

will dream.

Amadavat

Illustration for Amadavat

I peered the pore

its faint fall pass.

Poured a sprawl

and hoped for a doll.

Roast

Illustration for Roast

Due brain.

Fytte for a vista vertu.

She’s out with a jealous front.

To her my love

I’m a randy mate.

Never could be mine.

just ply.

Love me how I please!

Never a goad jut.

A sessile thatch

if only

a chattel visor

was my hourly avid.

I told her of you.

Your view.

How it’s ever

always few hours to morning

with you

and our greenmail plan.

A fringing reef

she says

you’ll write a poem for.

It’s great you wallow.

She doesn’t get it.

The gentle rub.

Thumb over fore

how it’s no whim.

Flowers that remind . . .

it is an anastrophe tailor scour

your pulchritude.

Mine to tease out.

Swelter hot

seeping grace of the hourglass.

She’s The Trip

Illustration for She’s The Trip

She seizes the day

owning the only

penny staking romp.

It’s fine

serve me a spiked punch.

Puff the kif.

She’s my oar.

My intuition touch

the stroke.

Her curve mow truce;

thewy lip sweep

flays the quail.

My shunts.

Cripes!

I do.

Souffle in my waned flint;

vogue flown foe.

The clef mushroom with a smile.

My evermore levee.

What Choice

Illustration for What Choice

I feel too

how we two.

Now if you

will be too.

I feel too.

Electric

Illustration for Electric

Brim vim I

heap thrill ride.

I stand pat at tie

bookmark line

ampersand heights

squeaky clean bind.

Rung rung plight

patina kibosh wife

fawn lawn aisle.

My Rihanna with a blowgun

you’ve left me in stitches.

Metachrosis Buckle

Illustration for Metachrosis Buckle

Entry. Ending.

Evenly carefree.

Three loops to eight

lending empty.

Best this poetry

come through

bubbly.

Ending entry.

Taylor Swift

Illustration for Taylor Swift

These birds singing ensconce

remind me:

It’s a feat to dump tunes.

your hands label me queer;

like why

I should know where the only pressure is

been sussing the raison d'être;

fraying fronds.

I know it’s no marring

the dividend

redound to waking quell.

Humanizing trauma.

I love you.

Ready

Illustration for Ready

Shaking it off

jiff wiggle.

Splaying single biped.

Prostrate angst denial.

Brushing my teeth

at time.

Sign Of The Cornicle

Illustration for Sign Of The Cornicle

Kiss me in paste of this luscious dream.

Rake the pale off its medley dew.

Speak of on-page bordering touch

eschewing their smarmy daze.

A thousand seat coach of a smile.

In My Place

Illustration for In My Place

Hoop peace.

Ship peeve

right the non sequitur weight.

Wait!

Stage a whelp rage.

Only a crèche fascia.

Wet your address book.

Barely a schuss.

So wait.

I can play whooper

if we are friends

only, toady.

Ellipsis

Illustration for Ellipsis

It is a lackey.

He has just

frail inanity

arrived at the furore.

Pudgy

he arrives on a mare hocussed.

Nerved.

Hilt grip.

Thought there’d be pomp!

Bent.

Himself out of shape.

Au naturel floodlit;

jabot to his mare coffle.

For the rent to his regal skin

a vicissitude euphemism:

this perturbation akin to a house fly

an awn by the ear.

A brachistochrone, my mare

course.

This Is Me Trying (Home)

Illustration for This Is Me Trying (Home)

At the threshold

with locket hands

emptying a pocket

of ocean flaws

the past unzips.

Each step

canoodle

soft like a head’s cushion

comes the kula

as sleep at night.

For the time

the rut of autumn’s raked bed-rise.

I’m here fine

where I sit right

in lye-rhyme, clipped

a pen with lines.

LVH Healing

Illustration for LVH Healing

It’s moments

cycling through shadows;

concave throb seats

bobbin holding pangs.

Not the hurt!

Nine came in confetti

traducing the palate of my heart wine.

Quale lethargic dower clouds

bedaubed over my soma.

It’s been the bar between my I’s

my H.

Beating memento mori with a drogue.

The latch on articulo mortis.

A native pine rhythm now hackneyed.

Thrust trail of decades.

Reason it bickers different at the adytum . . .

With a chill to the feet

comes the hurt.

A track without a compatriot.

Tunnel

Illustration for Tunnel

If you know of any tunnel

. . . it is opening

you can follow

for there’ll be no patch.

Your naïvety is fine;

only a blindfold.

There’s a diorama

and I also can’t tell

how much sleep

is on the natal brain.

Mum

Illustration for Mum

This circadian tress

lack that theine; nous-stock

of my doyenne.

I’d beg the day tarry

avow its flub . . .

paint it all ham

for this dearth of loop.

Beg the sash

to celebrate you longer.

Sock

Illustration for Sock

Lofty hung . . .

detained

in memory.

Neurons bay the sluice.

Rock. Bottom.

Gauntlet grippy

squirmy crinkle folds.

Douse.

And again.

New ones.

The Bubble Wrap

Illustration for The Bubble Wrap

The bulge

and its pupil.

Pun qualms.

Damn bombs go off!

Duty one.

Staple.

I see it

mete its protest.

Simple.

Oh into.

Ample my tut-sea.

Earworms

Illustration for Earworms

I don’t play with purse

for need of months.

Out by the corner with a dump sump

it’s forever that blunt.

Both pulse of the only hump.

When I freeze —

cusp on the pervy slab

— it’s with a feather.

An empty reason for another tender-tender.

Pet me, it’s surly suave.

Been with many enough for a curfew valve

fairly I piss camp.

Sex on my burdened platitude.

I

Illustration for I

LTrundling heels clicks.

Skipping conversations.

Fettering hiccups.

Bare feet.

Pair stilts.

Couriers of the custom.

Her words . . .

when spoken

fondle you stiff;

running deviant ball-pen.

Back of the boom

is where her motion lies.

A slap. A clap pat

plus she parts the lap.

If the night is young

she leaves without a ruffle, no ache bet.

Her ranks lay the snorkel

of wad kingdom cum.

II

Illustration for II

I hate the drive-through

now the traversing side;

a cable

unchastened spirit in a flatbed.

All I do is pick and dump

more on the morose when it’s onerous . . .

I’ll leave the curtains that way

the white light represents . . .

Another unnecessary accustomed waste tense.

I love the placid.

A minimal

routine accede.

Cancelling.

Divan

Illustration for Divan

Daintily

I took a sip

taping faint cloves.

Scintilla finagle seizing hisses;

kisses pitting

stymie edge turns.

Neat aural black hem;

the plummy drone.

Grapy sores

even in this cuff.

Bouchée à La Reine

Illustration for Bouchée à La Reine

Crayon bomb!

Stick!

Doting French roll bun.

Don’t leave me

for other.

Else.

Again

Illustration for Again

How many crouched

by that highway kerb?

This time

unlike every

one

torpor

nigher, in consternation.

No wiles . . .

Don’t ever leave here.

O, to run.

No use!

Always

it is.

The spurt pant further now.

Am I still here?

Does it matter

where?

Two High

Illustration for Two High

In a gnomic house

some duppy weaved

tussle teem tear.

Ink wage.

Drench page.

Down joist.

All . . .

creaky mewling poise.

Crisply hover . . .

her crumpet

dryly smuttiness

tabi gourmet.

. . . feral tact panache

chicanery demotic doors

daunting privy belie quaich.

Regal um, dash

accosting geld sprezzatura.

Bosh coitus

cum gosh!

True rivet:

crush balls

tit tart.

Cloche.

Graphic Grey Stencil

Illustration for Graphic Grey Stencil

Some clay

will do

in place

for hue.

Splat!

Clipped digits.

Hue tunic of clam juice.

Imagine.

The drag

its facing side;

pointing.

Spittle enzymes

to meeting you faster.

Closest;

heart line.

First sound in sea,

whirl story of spoke.

Tried leaving with it

but how

with these numina resplendent smudges.

Body Heat

Illustration for Body Heat

Tattle triage quiver

bathing interstice babel . . .

Cinched hand!

. . . crying belfry.

Taut towel.

Filch.

Which?

The dreg under rock.

Birth: flicker.

Absolved in the sweet bar beth;

could be tonight.

Her Wit Spittle

Illustration for Her Wit Spittle

Most mornings, it’s prawn I’ve got in my mouth

rating 'very younker’s yawn: budding lout.

I take a brush, prop the top

and wait for that big rod rout.

Always with the bout but that's out.

This morning I made a round; south.

A gain for her. A game I need it'd stop.

Out by the door, I taste it: last night's gout.

Issue: What Remains?

Illustration for Issue: What Remains?

Where in the continuum

will pretence

level this long ill-hale?

Gut the dimorphism

through the lateral ends . . .

A limning gravitas question.

Could win back Quebec

my madame.

Taylor Do

Illustration for Taylor Do

I’ve been sick out of this love for you.

Pair of jigs; lost to green so true.

These cats all too drew. Those two.

Meet me down the drain-surf for enough foo

drowning a swain so blue.

The inane pointlessness. Together. One loose. ❤

Poem 108

Illustration for Poem 108

i.

Four louvres at mine; its only side

with a door as the child squiggly lines

I was apt to draw hang pretty fine.

No baggage, just bad aches lending hard times.

Orange citrus hue in a burst long due cry

shoving mutely the shoehorning feeling outside.

ii.

In. It’s green walling off its best previous life.

Dated use wire off the hook, every no fan night.

A bed, stove, with a mat up my hind.

The two polar reposed doors tittering: we’d be post he and I

weekday or fly. Shopkeepers; sundry visile.

I dredge with stubbly bristle fingers quaking tiny craters stopping tiles

with flies roaming: reasons for a door open wide.

iii.

Nefandous shards bud scuttlebutt rife

lettering broad on bold stink stiles

snuffing that puerile roof gable drawing out mind

in plumes through doorway median of wish and live.

A dream of a triangle’s deck fenestra — playing wind —

alive on the ground — ragbag testy lees of fluviatile lies —

by dunnage ere dogie, buckling by wild anger bind.

Its ripple ambience ends in snafu, abrasive ulalgia. Save smiles.

iv.

Leaves bode-effaced. A child’s mindless stable vice.

Every ball-tip crawl scrim: screams of letters B-O-D-E. Fried

like a glowing déjà vu peculiar sound. A name. The wish-meet ends its hide.

A new flow, feeling, of gust. Draught in a skylit mine.

Shock is a gift. Won’t hurt a bit. I lift my bags light.

Anyone’s help! A bar across, he loved the poetry. He’s right!

It isn’t always about a purchase for him to be welcome. A call-in deliverance isn’t a try.

Does it cushion, with the elders? Your eyes!

You left drowned . . . A stem paced bide.

v.

The toughest walk up an inselberg strait why

in wobbling funk soothing in crossed-out whines

fills the pitcher seat with naught ‘ut peccavi crime.

With water to take home. I thank four lobes twined.

Three brothers. The fare dime.

The slip-fall of a mum. Sorry. A slip promised another; truth in time. Future grime.

A parlour meet ends with a feint sprig of whodunnit, smitten token bite-sized.

The loudest hail from a clock shift sides and gore tears dried.

Peace with the marauder when he derides: his timbre; plots of dove heights.

Poise in his amnesia dissipating cloud with the willow lite.

vi.

I left with a hoe, it felt a whit of jut mile

a careen curse avoirdupois unearthed bye

in the wake of a diglossic family bier mire.

A secret! Of what? One amiss. Outlandish? My lot to writ . . . clandestine kind.

The unnerved breaths had the pause — light in capture — trite

as bearer returns tonsure betoken through a fjord bar-long. A chine.

Homebody loves a sit even if he can’t afford a swig, but this chide?

A quiet pit: I close soon, been here for you. Still. Faced with the leaden, at loss to the idling.

Twiddling, I bother he help me with the lighter of the two. His pooch: security crisis.

You could die over the night’s course. He plumped from behind.

Loathing his . . . His! At the back of the tricycle the bonged hype.

Late For The Revue

Illustration for Late For The Revue

A hutch of aims.

Arranged.

Memories arched

come in gains.

I zapped the open-fury with a cloze test.

The routinised sauce attitude

at this vapid meaninglessness of what dangled.

The commissure braille for the deaf.

The seated extended, what for sederunt

or a Rorschach letting a crumble

through the steeplechase.

Nothing heard but perceived

a changing soliloquy by night's bathe

with voice inflections registered but not haptic

lest it be sentimental.

I to wait for an attaboy at admittance to an inly soot no longer venial.

Storming out has the weight of a cadre chase out.

A bride leaving for a date . . .

Stodgy Pouffe

Illustration for Stodgy Pouffe

i.

The aerial canopy over my head

came down

in the form

of a fall morning’s chill.

I couldn’t retail quite

the chink of id;

fink in the room

bogged eyes, jink boon.

The past days bottled the said and said

wile reticent advertent.

Leaving untrue.

I made carefree the finicky loss

in the darkness owning the dust lustre of everyone met.

Performative recluse crumbs of altering posture;

damning thoughts splintered in blank cuddles

undress, in foible clag up squat pergola

infuscating backsides dimming away rode-taut

in welcome of leitmotif gilded cages.

ii.

The aerial canopy over my head

came down

in the form

of a glass graduate

collimating the flesh out.

A paroxysm pallor screed

halting the solarium grith

in inkwell pluvial dushes.

Apostrophe

Illustration for Apostrophe

Light poles . . .

still they are always here.

You’d expect fair.

Matching the year.

And it goes.

When I'm away from you, I miss your touch

you're the reason I believe in love.

Oh, I'm a wreck without you here.

Yeah, I'm a wreck since you've been gone.

I'll see you again, my loved one.

The Re-Occurring Transition

Illustration for The Re-Occurring Transition

. . . creeps up the mob stick

wobbling streak-tick.

Tail flick.

Air nick.

The distant sink

out of reach. Prick!

In a moment's click

she knew sudden clink

this air sweep quick

is new blink.

Roadwork Ahead

Illustration for Roadwork Ahead

Deal! You dill.

Steer . . .

. . . Well, swing.

Off!

The Anon

Illustration for The Anon

Mono. Don't know. A no-no.

The old log. Repetition. Soul-eater.

With the curtains drawn

the billowy hate-tan bellows . . .

The ode-lock.

Puff! Puff!

The old log.

The old log.

My journal’s noob at pernicious derailment.

A jolt over probable self-denseness.

The runner-sense leads:

clad your thoughts with words. Bear forth ASCII;

the game-ball muff.

I had won.

Seventy two thousand word . . .

They need it . . . let them go at it.

Want more?

The wait (Journal entry)

Illustration for The wait (Journal entry)

I’ve spent days spent heaving away seething thoughts carving prodding craves at enlisting few days from now at the camp of embellished time wasters.

The wise publisher at the desk; a temple’s sudden weight-way; chestnut-lens broken for its fit-wit lack?

I’m beyond scared, a demurring artery escaping its bed as it worries bothersome.

Writing again — true to its flow — word-hedged, as its credence outside of the paleness riveting its now thought of unworthiness remaining at the bed.

Better to be a blood stained parchment than the fingers clenched in grating teeth ferreting a long closed road for a new route.

The email read four, or five working days, I’ve lost the dose. If it counts for a cure.

Poorly received they’d think, if my response goes in late. But a rigorous count till it exactly marks the stipulated wait-time is my plan. Get a device, get on the internet and weigh the dame. I loved and still; them slim.

Epilogue

Thank you for reading and sharing this journey.

Acknowledgements

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